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Madison’s Big Secret

Madison’s Big Secret: Work in Progress Fiction by Shattered

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This story begins telling the story of how Madison Ludke, a 12 year old girl, started to become interested in diapers and regressive behavior. She begins to wear overnight Pull-Ups as a way to combat an annoying problem she sometimes has at school while speaking in front of her class. Little does she know — she becomes attached to them, sparking interests due to lack of a fulfilling childhood. The story also follows Madison’s best friend, Brittney — who also turns to regressive behavior based on her past and present, troublesome life.

This story is a work in progress. Use the menu or links above to get character info and read the individual chapters as they are released. 

NEW – “READ ONLINE” link will open embedded Word file with all current chapters. This means you don’t have to download anything. Note, the entire story up to chapter 32 has been reformatted and edited / revised. If you’ve been thinking about re-reading the story, now’s the time. I will no longer be offering the story for download by individual chapter files. Just All Chapter word and PDFs. 

73 thoughts on “Madison’s Big Secret

    1. Don’t rush Shattered. I’m pretty sure it’s still in the works. New chapters for me sometimes take a month or longer to write. For now, let’s just be patient.

    2. Have patience my friend. Shattered is working hard on this story and will get the next chapter out ASAP. Good things come to those who wait.

  1. Hey. It’s me again. There is a very important matter that I need to address, and it’s with stories like this being posted. I don’t have a single problem with them, but the ABDL community does.

    With ABDL being an 18+ community, anything with children in it (stories or pictures of them) is strictly forbidden.

    I just got permanently banned on Reddit for sharing my content with them. All it took was one whistleblower to get me banned.

    So, getting back to your stories. In Ashley’s Diaper Adventures and Madison’s Big Secret, they feature characters that are MINORS. Again, I have no issue with this but the ABDL community at large does.

    What is the safest way to share these kinds of stories? Out of fear, I removed ALL pictures on my Wattpad for my current project.

    You seem to be more successful with this with ADA and MBS. What do I need to do to promote my stories and not get handed over to the ABDL police?

    1. Oh brother, here we go…

      TL;DR summary – this is why I started my own site. This is why I’m NOT on Wattpad. This is why I rarely participate at ADISC.

      Pardon my French, but F–K them. They all have sticks up their butts. I don’t write about sexual acts between minors and adults. For Christ sake, in REAL life I am on the asexual spectrum. That means I don’t become sexually aroused by people or animals of any gender. Do diapers arouse me, sure, at times – but I have zero desire to do sexual acts with people or other living things of any sex or age. Some kids in my regressive writings may have backstories of sexual abuse, but elaborate detail is NEVER given. The point of my stories are not to sexualize children. Never has been, never will be. But yeah, the majority of AB/DL “community” are mostly close-minded with subject matter such as this which is why I don’t like to associate with them much. Kind of ironic if you ask me. It’s like this whole prejudice / myth / assumption that drag queens are pedophiles (“OMG they’re sexualizing kids by dressing up in fancy dresses and make-up and dancing!” /sarcasm) and transsexuals are all creeps and sickos. It’s bullshit, and I don’t care to associate with people like that who stereotype and believe in BS like that. I know what I’m writing about is not legally or morally wrong. But yes, it’s why I put up my own website. Web hosts and domain names aren’t that terribly expensive. This site runs on WordPress, the free version. I pay like $100/year for the web server and $10/year for the domain name. The pictures I do have here as examples of characters are all public domain (stock photos) and G-rated. If I ever do have illustrations, they’ll abide by the same guidelines. Nothing sexual or lewd or “borderline.”

      “I don’t have a problem with stories like this (regression / DL drama involving fictional children and their families), but the AB/DL ‘community’ (i.e. Wattpad, ADISC, AB/DL Story Forum) does…”
      — Again, I don’t give a crap what *they* think. They are WRONG, period. I have nothing to apologize for or feel shame for.

      So, I’m sorry I don’t have any tips for you as to how to get those “communities” to stop being so arrogant. I gave up trying to convince them. That’s why I walked away from them. Don’t have time for that nonsense anymore.

      1. I totally agree with you. I got the boot from the ABDL subreddit. They’re all a bunch of close minded jerks like you said. Since then, I have removed every link to wattpad. I will not discuss my writings ANYWHERE. Only in a private setting like this.

        Very much like your writings, my writings do not sexually abuse children in any way. The ABDL community is full of arrogant people who don’t understand that there is a way to write these stories where the children are respected. They are just living their lives!

        I am considering making another WordPress for all my regression/DL stories, and it will be a free one like the one you’re using.. As for promoting it, it’s going to be a challenge with all the ABDL bigots around.

  2. Shattered, I love Madison’s Big Secret so far! I am on Chapter 19. I the characters so fat! I kind of know where it’s gonna go with Madison and Brittany with the diapers. It’s pretty good so far.

    I have a question about the pictures. Did you get these from people that you know? You said that you have a K-12 school background. So did some of the kids pose for your character pictures?

    Also another question. What will be the last chapter for Madison’s Big Secret? Where do you see the story ending? Madison’s Big Secret could always have a sequel. I know that Ashley’s Diaper Adventures ended at 80 parts. I can’t imagine MBS having that many.

    One last thing. I myself am a writer and I have written my own ABDL stories already. I saw the first three chapters of Madison’s Big Secret that your friend posted for you. As a fellow writer, I would like to be in connection with all of you. I have a few ideas for stories that I want to write with one already in progress (Magic Diaper Stories)

    Anyway, I just wanted to tell you how much I love this story.

    Your diapered fan,

    Kyle

    1. Hi Kyle,
      Thanks for your comments and feedback. To answer your questions (no spoilers as you are only at chapter 19):

      The pictures – unfortunately they are not people I know. They are all stock photos I found online that most closely match my “mental image” of the characters. I wish I was rich enough to just go out and hire random people to model for me. 😛

      The last chapter of MBS – not really sure, but you are correct that it most likely won’t go on for 80 chapters like ADA. if I were to guess right now3, maybe 40 is a good number?

      Got your email and will reply to it as time permits. Also good to hear from fellow diaper friends and authors. 🙂

      1. Thanks Shattered!

        When you get to that, I have sent you a full manuscript of The Tale of Zachary Willowbrook: A Leap Day Parodox. This isn’t regression persay, but chronicles the life of a person named Zachary Willowbrook, who only ages only one year for every one of our four.. This is a fun project and the first in a planned trilogy that I haven’t even finished.

        For the sake of safety (Don’t want anymore drama from the “ABDL” community), I will send you parts of Magic Diaper Stories as attachments.for you to read privately. There is a lot of regression in this one so far. It’s been well received on Wattpad (over 760 views).

        I understand busyness so take your time. I finished Chapter 23 and I’m about to start on Chapter 24 of MBS. Love Madison, Brittney, Alyssa, and all the other characters!

    2. “I the characters so fat”? I like the characters so far! Stupid autocorrect! 😛

    3. “I have a question about the pictures. Did you get these from people that you know? You said that you have a K-12 school background. So did some of the kids pose for your character pictures?”

      Dude, chill. You sound like a fed who’s putting a case together lol ( all jokes)

  3. Keep writing chapters ti this story you doing great and chapter 33 was very good can you do a story about magen and cori and amber family and life with diapers??

  4. I would be cool if you could include Tiffany’s Diaper Tales in this site. The site where it was originally posted no longer is accessible.

    1. Not my story and I will not just host someone else’s work without permission. If he wants it on here, he can contact me – he knows how to find me.

  5. That would be awesome, even if it is only a link to the site – wattpad for example – where it is posted.

  6. I love all these chapters. I love the addition of Ashley and Kelly to the chapters. I hope you show Brian and their mom too. I hope their dad has since cleaned up his behavior. Great work!

    1. I am sure their dad won’t show up again. People like that just don’t change.

      1. You’d be right. I have no plans to bring him back. As far as Ash and Kelly are concerned, he’s dead to them.

  7. i want to tall you that you did a graet job on chapter 32 and i have an idea that in chapter 33 cori start to wear diapers to becuse she like diaper and she will ask her mom to cuddle with her

    1. There’s actually a spin-off story in the works about Cori, not written by me, but by a fan who asked if she could write it. I will be posting first few chapters of it here, soonish. Glad you liked chapter 32! 🙂

      1. Great idea.

        Chapter 32 is also a good continuation.

        Hopefully u will be able to keep writing and don’t need 33 months for the next chapter.

        1. Liked reading MBS Chapter 33.

          Thanks for adding Kelly i hope to learn more about her. Like how diaper are used for more and more.

        1. Yes, Ashley and Kelly in MBS are the same sisters from ADA, just “grown up” now. Ashley no longer wears, but Kelly (18 now) still does, 24/7. 🙂

    1. Sorry, this was a result of changing web hosts and registrars. Should all be fixed, now. Just renewed my anti-spam and WordPress security plug-ins as well. Hang in there all. I know it feels like I’ve jumped ship, but I assure you that’s not the case.

      1. so…. Chapter 32??? We are all so excited! No pressure though, hope you are doing well!!!

  8. maybe you could find some time to add my nieces into your story somehow? Katherine is 19, and Sophie is 17, and they not only have a large collection of vintage baby diapers, they like wearing them too; perhaps in the story you could make it work out that they meet the Ludkes, become friends & get involved with diapers

    1. IDK man, would break the people and events in this story are fictitious rule. But hey, you never know!

  9. I’m not asking for any updates in chapter 32 or anything but I’m just here to tell you that your writing is incredible, you seem to value story and writing that makes sense over sexually explicit, fast paced trash. I along with many others appreciate to have such talent on this very mistaken group of the internet and we all hope that you continue writing this story as I have grown to actually like the characters and the storyline that takes me away from the stresses of life. You are definitely one of the if not the best diaper story writers that I have ever seen. Keep up your stellar work and don’t burn yourself out, trust me it’s the worst thing you could do. I hope you keep going because you have a huge audience that back you up. Keep it up bro.

    1. Thank you. Sorry for the late reply but thanks for taking the time to write this! It is inspiring to see.

  10. I’ve just come here after reading this book from 7 at night. It is now half past 4 in the morning, I love this book but was wondering if you have any plans (post chapter 32) in this chapter Maddie messed in her sleep, do you have any plans to continue the messing and maybe make Maddie and the others start to also mess and stop thinking that it is disgusting? I am from South Africa

      1. I will post something (blog) tonight. Maybe with a sneak peak with the first few pages. 32 IS *close* to being done.

        Sorry fans. It’s just been a rough year so far — but things are slowly starting to look up.

        1. What happened? I thought it was going to be done by March? I swear that I am not trying to be rude or anything. I am genuinely curious.

  11. Can you make it so Madison begins to enjoy messing? That would be an interesting chapter. Maybe for chap 32?

    1. Which chapter?

      I’m sorry everyone about 32 still not being done. I wanted it done for Xmas but as usual; life gets in the way. I’m still trying to be done with it soon. Hang in there…

      1. Just checking up. How goes it? I am looking to make a donation to you, is your paypal info up to date? Thanks!

  12. It would be interesting to see Cori get put in diapers. Also when will chapter 32 be finished?

  13. When is chapter 32 going be done just want to know sorry if I am bothering you

    1. I’m hoping this week… Work is in progress between work and other responsibilities.

  14. Hey shattered are you gonna continue writing this it’s one of my favorite stories please continue it

    1. Yes, I haven’t forgotten about it. Just life getting in the way. I’m trying to get a good start on 32, though.

  15. Not reely im with yall ow by the way i read MBS the writer not to be rude how old are u and do u have siialartys with u and Madison

    1. I’m about to turn 39 on the 16th. I’m a guy, but yes I’d say there are some similarities between me, Madison, and some other characters in the story. No spoilers here, though. 🙂

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      I kind of like this idea. :p If you have more ideas on what you’d like to see go down, e-mail me (sd**@sd**.us). Keep in mind, Jennifer (Amber/Megan/Cori’s mom) is starting to cave in to the fact that Amber seems to enjoy being padded…

      1. So… If I have crazy theories or stuff that I think that would be interesting to see, I can email it to you? :3

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        Also… I’m actually liking that idea, like that she bends down or something and her mom notices, causing a confrontation and her accepting both of Megan’s diaper desires and finger/pacifier sucking… It would be interesting to see how it evolves from there because of Cori’s bullying behaviour and to see if that causes a regression or something like that in Megan, searching for comfort after the confrontation with her mom/fight with Cori… In this case, they being alone with Ashley and Kelly because the adults went off somewhere and with Cori being grounded Megan takes the chance to explore deeper into her newly-discovered baby side…

        1. The exploring seeking for comfort, and the part about “her accepting Megan’s diaper desires” was about “her (mom) accepting Megan’s desires”, just read my comment and found that part a little confusing…

          1. I wrote what I was thinking under that comment 😂

            Soo… I don’t have anything else right now… But I will be sure to send you anything else that I can think of later…

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